I Hate Myself

I hate myself for being me
When all I cause is misery
When love changes into enemy
I am left feeling alone and empty

I hate myself for what I sometimes do
And what I seem to put others through
I always try to keep my soul true
But you never see what comes out of the blue

I hate myself for letting myself lose her
Thought so many storms we could weather
Always believed we could always stay together
But love just never seems to last for ever

I hate myself and I always will
I have to swallow the bitter pill
Of this hate it will never have its' fill
And I am left hating myself still



copyright Chris Smith 2009